Filed under: Personal experience, Uncategorized | Tags: arthritis, chronic pain, darkness, fibromyalgia, insomnia, pain
Last night it happened again. Every nerve in my body fired at a different time and for a different reason. An itch here. A pang there. A cramp. A twinge. A poke. After four hours I swore someone had a voodoo doll of me and just kept poking it and twisting it so there was no way I could get comfortable.
I could blame the invisible aliens like they had in Star Trek Voyager where only 7 of 9 could see them torturing and experimenting on her crew mates.
It may be ghosts or otherworldly beings trying to get my attention. Problem is, I’m much more receptive to them when I get at least halfway toward a sleeping state.
And it always stops at dawn. As soon as the light comes I can sleep easily and then the alarm goes off and I drag my weary self into the day.
Mom says it’s because she worked nights while she was pregnant with me. So I am programmed to be awake at night and sleep during the day.
It doesn’t help. I can be dog tired and still unable to sleep. Some nights even sleeping pills don’t work. And I rotisserize and dream about sleeping.
I wonder what it would be like to sleep undisturbed from night until morning. Actually, lately I wonder what it would be like to just sleep undisturbed for more than two hours.
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I do feel for you as I have similar only mine is tablet related for sure. I hope you can get a good night tonight. x
Comment by skezier June 2, 2012 @ 7:29 pmThank you
I wish you a good night’s sleep, too
PS I don’t know what “tablet related” means – does that mean you stay awake using your tablet computer or does it mean you take some kind of tablet that keeps you awake at night?
Comment by lynnflickinger1 June 3, 2012 @ 7:06 pm